Hi, friends. Anyone still here? Still reading? Still give a cahoot about our shenanigans? If so ::single pistol:: how you doin? If not, well then ::crickets & awkward silence::
I could go on right now about my thoughts on blogging, but you've read it before (that is...if anyone is even reading this...) You've read it here & you've undoubtedly read it on many other blogs. About how it's changed, about how they've changed, about how it's time to move on from it. You've even seen a few (or more) completely bid adieu to blogging. Me? And this blog? I'm not gonna lie, there are some days where I think I am ready to dust off my hands, say we've had a good run, it isn't you, it's me, and let's still be friends, k Blogger? But then there are days where I feel off. I'm in a weird, different mood. I'm not mad, I'm not sad, I'm not sick. I just don't feel right. And I think it's because I'm not writing. I spend majority of my days talking to a three and five year old (and an almost two year old dog...yeah...) and usually that's fine. I have my two days away at work, I have playdates with other mommies, but I miss just letting my fingers run free on a keyboard. I miss opening up a new page, seeing it blank and clean, and then before I know it, it's a full post of something I'm proud to hit the publish button on.
So. I think I need to do one of two things. Get a new look. It's not that I dislike the look I'm rocking now, but I think everyone knows when you buy a pretty new outfit, you take ten selfies of yourself in it and wear it two weekends in a row in the hopes that you run into somebody you don't like and they see how fabulous you look in it. Or option two. Cut ties & feel weird. Buy a journal I suppose. I don't know. Good thing is I don't have to decide right now. I can ponder. I can also show you all (or none of you because who is reading?) this.